Thursday, November 12, 2009

It's Friday...

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
-Mahatma Gandhi

I have been in a disturbing states recently. A lot of concerns had run through my head.

At least now I am able to slot myself out of the situations and reexamine myself.

It is very important for us to daily to ponder upon reflections of our life.

Now since I am void of worries and that inner peace again.

I want to understand more. I am reading THE POWER OF NOW again in a more delightful way.

Stop the time and space for awhile and seek understanding for calm my mind.

This is a very good book. It enforce me to learn to live Now.

I will share what I have come to understand in a short while.

Suddenly everything seems to calm and joyful.



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The answer is clear..

Yes.. The decision has been established.

Good luck to her.

An important decision

I made an important decision just now.

I hope if she really treasure and want to continue this relationship,
she will do something about this "thing" that is hindering our relationship.

I really wonder am I really important to her ? or that "thing" is more important?

Only she know....

It's up to her to decide what she want now..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Numero Uno...

It was a tough night yesterday.. usually I will gave in..yet after doing it so many times.. I could easily take control of the situation.

There is no dinner or supper. Just plain water melon and few grapes at home and a slice of bread. The mental game is sometime tough.. The secret is to break the first few barriers and the fuckin' willpower.. and most importantly you must clearly see it you are reaching your goal already jor..

This morning is 98kg with 36.3 % body fat.

Yesterday night was 99.3kgs.. I think what I have set to understand and the whole massive constant action actually make it easy for me to get to my January 1st goal.

This time I had wise up.. I am not going to lose anymore muscles. I need to curiously alter my diet to gain that 4 packs then 6 packs..

Well, that is only part of the program that I am exciting about..

There are few things that past weeks were haunting me and fear conquer on me.. As I begin to seek knowledge and understanding.. curiosity really kills the cats. It is all being taken care off..


Now is to diligently work my way and learn from people to reach my goals.!!! Viola!!

“I believe life is constantly testing us for our level of commitment, and life's greatest rewards are reserved for those who demonstrate a never-ending commitment to act until they achieve. This level of resolve can move mountains, but it must be constant and consistent. As simplistic as this may sound, it is still the common denominator separating those who live their dreams from those who live in regret.”

Anthony Robbins

Monday, November 9, 2009

The new shape

It was hell of a ride this morning.. I mean hell... Yes..after 3 months of putting the bike a side.. something has to go wrong.. not the bike but the rider..

Yet... I am looking forward to achieve my weight goal..

1st January a new shape awaiting..

Why am I so confidence? I know the drill and I am committed to it.

I will post my new shape on January 1st..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Inch by inches..

Some of you are thinking that you won't fight.

Others, that you can't fight.

They all say that,

until they're out there

Thursday, November 5, 2009