C'est La vi...

Yesterday was one of the happy day and also the saddest day of my life..

First, I want to thanks those that had sent me well-wishes and also calls to me for my Birthday. Thanks to those that still remembered me. It was good to be able to keep in touch..

I can’t sleep and just slept for a couple of hours now. It is 6.45am now. I have never been so early for a long time lah..

Oh…and I finally decided to do the booking for the Proton BLM which I did. So I shall be the first white mice to see whether this antidote does prove to works or not. The proton sales told me that the official launching date is this coming Friday and we could view the car after after 5pm. Hopefully I could get some snapshot by then.

Well, I discovered as well that Mr. Chia and Anna anniversary is on 14 Jan as well and Awal is also same birthday as I am.

Now, what more can it be when you found out on your birthday that saddest news arrived to bring you tears. It’s is not crocodile tears anymore. It isn’t much but the tears in my hearts has never stop till now. Wow..isn’t this simply poetic.. Could George Orwell cook something up like this.

Since this is my life storyboard. I will tell one of the most beautiful things that happen in my life. Of course, there are those secrets that run deep beneath the water ; even I if tell you , you would think I am crazy. .those are the things that you cannot connect your logic and the world of partial science together. So such unfamiliarity is uncommon among people ; there is nothing to say.

Enough of that.. I want to talk about someone that I try to slowly ask myself to let it fade away because the things is I can’t kill it overnight. It’s in your head..in your head…Zombie…zombie.. that’s how it is.. believe me as the song goes…

After numerous sms and no feedback and none answer call.. I had gave up already since 1st January this year. I was rather surprise to open a sms on my phone…

Janice – HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Hmm.. this is peculiar? After that I had some calls from people wishing me. It was way beyond what I expected yesterday morning. So she called me again at 10:50am and was a missed call as I was handling other call at that moments..

I just replied her to let her know I will chat with her later. I was busy .. stick around in the office and there are all kind of stuff you could attend to…

So when I got back home only did I call her. It’s been a long time since I spoke to her. It’s the same old voice and slightly more mature now..and she also had grown to be a little more mature from the pattern of voice. It was a casual talk of catching up ler.. We used to ignore the topic all the while and finally she broke it..

“So are you in a relationship?”
“No.”
“Oh why not..Boon..you are not young anymore”

Because your are irreplaceable at this moment .. period. But I din tell her lah.. I can’t tell her on the phone. That is just me..

“ So what about you?”
“ blah blah.. I am married last year.”
“ Oh..”

Did I said congratulations? Hmm… I forgot….coz… my heart just sank into the bottomless pit.. How Bizarre..

The conversation did carried on for awhile and follow by silence and pause for awhile. I try to talk other topic to avoid that topic but there is just his silence between us. So her wedding dinner is end of this year ler. Does Ah ngau song did a repercussion again? Many times indeed since the past few days..

Well, she is other people wife now.

Then not too long after that the conversation ended.

So instead of hiding it , I think it is also fine to tell her how I feel :-

This is what I sms :-

“ Hey, I don’t know whether it is appropriate to say it.. but I am going to tell it anyway.. How do I say..emm.. I actually still miss u a lot.Been trying a lot to forget u until I hv to say to myself..Arr, I gv up fighting with u O my head.. So I do not know why but maybe just that I realize I love u a lot. I think one of my biggest regret is not marrying u.. I still find the most comfortable moment is being with u..Ahaha…”

“There r lotsa sweet memories tat I still treasure. Thanks for all da special moments of sharing. I really appreciate it. Knowing u r married is not ez for me but I really want u to b happy!! Thr r many things that I would want to share and I know yet it could only b kept deep in my heart. I think..hmm...that could sum in a nutshell what I could say.. Anyway, always be happy yea and have fun!”

I never thought she will sms again..

“I’m sorry 2 make u feel uneasy. I’ll always treasure those memories.”

Janice is one of the best thing that ever happen in my life. Despite our differences, yea, we all do don’t we...I am really comfortable to be with her. When she left, I had tried very hard to adjust myself even till this day. It is not something that you want it to overcome overnight .. this weak line or whatever ppl could perceive it.. is just an honest feeling of myself. There are many wonderful moments that I had shared with her. She is simply lovely and sweet. I just cannot ignore her laughter. At time , not much..a little ..funny things that she did I still love it very much.

It dated back into somewhere in Sept 99…there is where I first know her.. those day ICQ was the in thing.. She actually attempt to call me .. I was giving tuition at that time and called her back afterward.. from then on..it was lotsa phone call..

Even until we met, I am not the one she is interested lah. Yet.. I did hold on.. I think sometime holding on to something is not too bad.. and that best moment on my life came…when she agreed to go out with me on Millennium nite. We went to KLCC first but it was too crowded. At that time I still remembered I asked to hold her hand..but got rejected.. @%$^$%W%$

Then we spent that nite in Dynasty hotel…. No..it is not a room… ahaha… it was at the restaurant. I enjoyed it despite she had still so many guys calling her and blah blah..

The first gift that I ever gv her was a swarosky crystal. I think it was some bear or whatever animal thingy.. It was a Christmas gift.. she gave me a mug.. a millennium mug and made in England. Oh..and recently my mum had start using the mug. So I din keep it lah.. everytime I hold the mug to drink.. I remembered.

It was not until CNY that we got together.

Love is a wonderful thing….it’s not just a February thing..

It is often debate that which is better…to love more than being love or being love more than loving back.. Does it matter? If you really love someone, all this come with a price and indeed priceless.. as long as the journey is a good one. Well,everyone is entitle to their own definition of it.

I do not know what else to say..The list could be so long after all. And all that is just a closing chapter.

So this is some of the story I could shared here. Damn.. My bloody English.. always taking it for granted.. I know some of it should be written with “s” and some should be the other way round. I am so accustom to blend in to the secular world of it.

Oh.. today my principal in Japan ..his father is having a kidney transplant. Mr. Keisuke san, I wish your father Mr. Chizuo san a successful operation.

You there...

*Dear SS : send me your email add to spyglassboon@yahoo.com.

I will reply you about Bangkok. I might be going again in April prolly and stay at NANA.... :p

Thanks for the little BirtHday party...

I wanted to thanks those that throw me a small makan celebration few days ago. It's kinda fun all the way.

The best part is to witness Shiong Soon new gf.. Ms. Amanda.. a sweet lady ...A bountiful valcano eruption of passion is dawn upon them. Sprung out from the fountain of love.... Their affection for each other is tremendously turning even the street of Paris into high adoration and sheer jealously.

SO...so....so...... the end of zombiemania? Will it manifest itself again. I chauvinist pig salute you and may your journey be sweet and lovely all the way.

I had two same birthday gift this year.. I really wonder how it happen..as I recall yea..aahaha

Anyway, thanks for these stuffs that come in handy and needy in my life..

Taiwan R.O.C ~ Republic of Casino

So a bitter sweet revenge at least in Taiwan political arena. So what does a change of political wind will bring to Taiwan now? Even here in our local scene.. there are huge amount of ppl wants Ah Bian out of the scene.. What will be the next tie with the mainland be like.

What bout our country? Guomindang did it.. when will our opposition rise to the occasion? If you observe carefully, the game is rigidly the same. Just that the fragment to play and bend and twist and roll over the rules of the games that makes a a different. The usual suspects in guomindang and extension of its cohorts had increased over the years and there are those that is willing to go to the extreme for the party and also for focus for a reform. Reform which is very much of propaganda and hailing of individual celebrity political figure.

sO Where are we now? The Game theory and chaos theory could be a good advantage to the opposition ; only if they are congruent in their entity. We are yet to witness lotsa changes that is going to sweep this country soon...real soon... yea... don't you agree with you..o yea little faith...I have spoken ; so it shalt be done.

Movie I watched Yesterday

I watched this movie yesterday. It's those 8 movies that I bought more than a week ago.. This is the 4 or 5 movie..I can' t remembered..

At least I kept this superstars series at the latter to watch. It worth a watch..

This two fellas is about to kick the bucket..yea.. as the stories goes..

so what is your bucket list anyway?

The funny thing is that I haven't really watch About schimdt so far.. I think it is time to grab a copy.

Get a copy of this movie. It's make me wanna do more and act and think more about travelling.

Sony Alpha A200 @ mIdValley Concourse area

I went to Midvalley yesteday with my Za. Had lunch there and checked out the Sony DSLR roadshow. The main thing for me is to test out the new entry level A200. Beside I get to try out the SSM 2.8 300mm.. The bloody RM 28K wide lens.. It's a bit pussy as compare with those of Canon..

So.. what I don't really like about the A200 is the plastic quality is inferior as of those of Canon 350D. The button pressing feel is not as good as A100. I wonder what kinda BIONZ chips are they using? The scrolling of picture is damn bloody slow..even slower than those of KM5D for heaven sake. So that is the cut back perhasp to lower down the production cost I guess. For a price of RM1999.00 with kit lens and RM 2499 with twin lens.. First, that makes competitor really hate them and second the existing Alpha user hates them as well. Guess my Alpha gonna cost RM800- 900 sooner or later. .Woe to those who wants to sell their A100 away now. That is bloody pathetic.

What I like about this A200? The screen colour and that extra pixels certainly make this screen looks good. The exposure of the built in flash is quite accurate.. prolly with the kit lens gua...

What I really really like about the A200... BLOODY fast motor liao.. even with the 75-300mm 4.5-5.6 , this baby does focus faster...

yet.. this is not what I am looking for at this moment..

So the flagship model going to be out by end of the year. It won't be another 6 months or close to year to see the drastic drop in price. O my Alpha A100... thou shalt serve thy master as long as takes..

so Mr. Chae and me could wack our own tester ante mach 10 ALL the way.

Oh.. we had steamboat yesterday. His son Isaac is as cheeky as ever now ever since enlisted into the kindy. Mr Yeong picked me up for the steamboat at the regular Choong Huat in Taman Ulay lah.. We kinda like fueling our stomach with gallons of soup. What a thirsty hippo!

Benny and Judy wedding 30-12-07 ..

* Judy's room cute little sign ...
* The hengtai kenaing time.. looks good isn't it?
* feAR fARCTOR..aiyo..chicken feet lah this one..
* I LIKE THIS PIC.. I THINK I WILL TURN IT b&W and some touch up on it..
* u see the batang near below the belt is to wack the metal plate as he walk behind Judy. The harder and louder...u will be like Abraham..thy descendant like the sand in the ocean and stars in the sky.. yet the real one could wack even louder I guess.. said the martial art instructor himself.
* see ..all bride love to camwhore.... tell me about it..
* fInally a pic that I could potray vertical in horizontal format... yea boy...
* Roses are red...
* band of cHEE muis...
* just after the bridegroom house drinking tea ceremony..
* the "NAN KAR" family.. A HAPPY ONE..
* Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel... Where's Beep Beep and Wile E. Coyote.. next time teresa and Derrick better put Popeye and Olive..
* oNE Of those fu chai seong look.. the pic belows are shoot just at the mezzanine floor of their newly wed new condo...
* iT's aint heavy..it's my flowers..
* yUp...another horizontal make vertical format.. eheheh...
* lEbih lebih too much with the super wide aperture.. ahaha
* This we cook up for them to whisper lah.. their expression was kaku before that..
* This is another nostalgic shot.. look deep into your parents photos to identify this..
* I like this shoot...
* Out of idea mah...main pass flower lor...
* The making lah.. so easy meh..
* I also can what..
* Well, not a real kindy teacher look...
* I cook this up.. there is much room for improvement.. I am still thinking it now.
* i direct part of this shot..
* See she is so into it....
* dEY.. aperi? yingge?
* sEE kantoi oredi... :P licking or what?
* aIYah..this is what happen if u married a martial art sifu lah..
* I was thinking about it..but keep it in my mind.. bLOody chae really ask them to do it.. ahaha..this was the initial startup.. which now I professionally could guide ppl to take this kinda stunt liao.. :P

* SEE ...they got it liao.. wanna know the trick.. my RHB account is ...
* this PIC is not too bad one..without the badak behind there.. imagine this shot being enhance in a wedding dinner... fuyoh..who is that centre forward lah..
* Another batman just wanna took off behind..
.. I like the feel of this.. the composition emmm..could be better i guess..
* They are not the kinda that can be playful about.. dunno in bed la... trying their very best to be naughty..
* Are your wedding photo like this? :P

* at least get a cheap rolex lah bruder.. this looks like a college boy who got the gal pregnant and cepat dan tepat kahwin thingy.. hehe...just kidding lah..


Right.. Benny is one of the regular photo shooting kaki who is a nikonian. He is quiet and shy type. Chae ask me to teman him to shoot lah..so it begin from his house in PJ and to Melacca to get Judy back to KL.. it was really a whole day event ler.. kINda fun ler...

Ok.. more update of other stuff soon..gotta hit the sack now..tata