Pondering pondering

Was given a nice one from boss..ahaha.. yea.. was shitty in works these day. They say they will decide my fate this March.. whatever will be will be lah.. well, there are some grim of hope now since the I saw the light.. but if they decided to pull the string off me..then I would go somewhere else. Anyway.. let it be let it be.. Been in shitty positions for few years reminiscing what works and what is not working. Generally the slacking for whole year last year is sheer doom on the the spell I could cast on myself.. but the good news is. .I became more intelligent and effective. Let see if my this so called self-proclaim pundit could live it up or go else where.. perhaps selling burgers and join the biggest losers contest.. even that I have to spend few thousand bucks to gain to that respectable weights to join the race.. hmmm... too risky.

Many stuff in life took a different perspective now. But it haven' t reach a threshold of boiling.. before it does. .I need to maneuver it steadfastly before the dam blow it off..

Ok, Lets play submarine captain now... they have no time for nonsense.

First and foremore, about CNY, yea its the year of the rabbit..and lo and behold, it is not a very good year for the rabbit as it claim..fan tai sui.. but but.. I dont fucking care anymore...

In year 2004 also I fan tai sui.. couples of self made manifest results and unforeseen stuff that close to being strike by lightning did eventually took place...

So this year.. fan tai sui to the deepest ...sooo.. sooo.. I dont fucking care anymore.. I just want to live my life..ahaha

DoNE. Period. It's settle for this year!

Now let's talk about few of the stuff that is let off and had not been came to pass. I want to make it come to pass and diligently I will.. Smarter, better and faster this year.

Yup... had planned an epic ride.. It shivered down the spine. In fact I had not done even one of it yet.. nonetheless conquering the 3 beasts in one goal. With sheer hard work and overhaul, it could be done. The date is plot.

Working towards preliminary executions and pain will be the bestest of all friend.

Let see if I could pull it off that date.

I will make a decision on this Epic ride once i killed the two beasts and up to it. No point talking about it yet.

As for the years of rabbits, make better dole than last year, read more books, run more, swim more, cycle more, laugh more, being in the present more, look forward more and be happy more.. the rest are merely details.

Happy Chinese New Years Folks!!