TGIF

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Rudyard Kipling

Was reading Simon Cross' blog and get a comprehensive story on Chrissie Wellington. Took a peep and worth all the 5 minutes of reading or so. And this If poem is rather powerful. Had came across some of Kipling stuff and you will be fascinated by the thought of this man of his ages... he seems to be get ahead of time as for me.. My earliest exposure is The Jungle Book.. fascinated later it does has its influence in the world of scouting as well. Even the taikor leader is called Akela also from the Jungle book.. Baden Powell must be quite literate humour in some sense.. yea.. u will never forget even scouting day every year on 22nd of February. Smart!

Well, I guess i need to exercise my brain a little else it will become rusty. maybe more mojo thru blogging. That is my imperial domination of endless measurement to progress. aHHa.. are we getting somewhere? Not quite.

I was pondering just now about what is some of the lessons and paradigm shift that carried me from 2010. To think of it is where I endure this muscular cramp pain to a great degree. Used to be when I all cramped up... I will halt all activities and lay to rest. August 1st 2010 changed that.. For the firs time in my life, I had endured and fuck it real hard and hammered it down to the bone.. not quite literally. But the ego to not turn back is too determine that I wont even have to vulgar off my mouth to achieve it. I want it so badly that my body will obey or coping it hard in great resistant to obey.

Of course this year is not to gain the repetitive commotion again to prove my ego further. It objective is not that.. but come beautifully serve as a fancy journal page along the way... along came as spider or something like that lah.

So I can't wait to get my leg heal completely and again strike that awesome Epic ride I want to achieve so badly this year. But now I want to ride smarter.. Ride until I still have some reserve gas tank left for the day. That require some substantiate of fitness regime. It will unwind itself when the goal is clear cut enough. The only different is this time it is burning flame of desire with clear cut goal. I shall fulfill it. So the reverse "engineer" parts are obvious and fall into places. It might not be 100% as set and fallacy does come into play in the real world. but at least I am destine to ride better of course. Let really really see when it will take place eh?

Ok..This Ming Chew fler does sell his book for a reason. It has result. I walap lotsa water. 3 fish oils and 3 NAC capsules a day in different time of the day. It was reasonably minimize my pain in such a swift pattern and it really works amazingly today. Yea.. no sugar yea for inflammatory promotion..

I really want to to heal badly by end of this week!