Hell ..NO!!! I got infectuated...

hELL NO..this is madness,
Madness,
madness,
its been ages now.. ages now...
since I got this bug of infectuation...
I woke up this morning.
It was OK...
but...BUT...but...
hell no..
It was not...
I just can't get you out of my head..
U must be real tired now..
keep on running in my mind;
It's been awhile since we meet,
the damn feeling growing stronger...
even overshadow and detach the past emotion.
pleEASE end this Misery!!
I can't bear it anymore..
Oh why oh why has it gotta be now?

gIVE ME a gun!!
No no no...u take it...
shoot right here...
yes i mean it!!
Right between my head and another one between my eyes!!!!

Wake up u 30's years old bastard..
stop dreaming..
tomorrow u might see Jesus..

aIN't it lucky we din meet for long...
Is this chemistry?
What must I drink to suppress it?
She don't even care..
She don't even know...
Get up! Stand up!
Don't give up the fight..
Perhaps tomorrow arise and shine..
It will be doggone year!!
Please I beg thee
Go away!
I don't need these at such an hour..

What should I do?
Give me a sign..a path...
O ye wise soul ...
lead me to the right path
where I found my noble peace
and not stir my spirit in distress..
It is plain to see...
Love, infectuation...
whatever this chemistry it...
end thy misery..

Tomorrow morning when I am awake...
Please..
Let it be a brand new day..
Thou shalt be far away into the four corner of the earth..
Behold...
o Behold..