I SUPPOSE to be in my bed sleeping now and still I do not know what to feel. It is really heavy on my heart and I am sad and tonnes of things gone through my head...
I just came back few hours ago from KLIA. I was away to Japan for training and more update later...
Mum broke me a tormenting and horrible news. I just turn totally bizarre. Grandpa passed away last Friday. He was buried this morning. Gosh... I was on the way to Narita Airport then..
I still can't get over this..
I was thinking when I am back from Japan. I want to make a point to see my grandpa every Saturday. That could not happen and couple with some procrastination ; I felt guilty. I am tired from the long journey home. News that broke out of a sudden like this put me in great distress. I felt helpless now.
I wanted to cry but I just can't accept the fact yet that he is gone. What has gone wrong?
I still remembered grandpa used to bring me for breakfast downtown when I was small.
I need to be alone now.
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