update

Again January has pass & there is so little that I hv accomplished. Time is esssence and older I get the more I feel it ler .Composing my blog at 2.30 in the morning is still a viable choice.

Unforeseen calls
There are many unforeseen calls these past two weeks. Mostly are ppl calling me regarding my appearance on McD ad. At first it is kinda fun having ppl asking then later it become so routine that I hope I can get over it asap. Mostly is the same old questions and so malas wanna answer liao.Whatever it is there is one unforeseen call also which I never expected to receive though did ask regarding McD. She always call at the most surprise moment where my attentive attention was much focus on certain stuff eversince the last breakup.

The last couple of months was just when I tot everything was over and the feeling is gone…then those crappy dream emerge all the time and at certain time really disturb me. Arrggg… when is this gonna go away.. it was creepy and the frequency of the dream was dense. There and then I just learn to accept it and it was a really learning curve though. Till recently the feeling is almost no more and the dream has decide to drift away. Yes…that is good until last week when she call. No longer have I had that kelam kabut feeling anymore. It was fun to catch up on the telephone. Yea, I just love to talk to her on the phone. Those were the days to recollect some memories.. It seems however it was ok ler. No more those disturbing elements of cells maneuvering my stupid otak… Seems like I am 95% Ok liao.. Way to Go Mr. Boon. Zzzz….

Finally there will be a holiday tomorrow..yahoo… and I get to sleep late..?? not really..tomorrow still got thaipusam to go… I will update my other stuff in another chapter…