Tuesday, August 29, 2006

My nocturnal being

Ever since the world cup, nocturnal life have got hold of me. I must confess.. my little brain work best at this hour. Where my emotion meet with the wonderous of creativity.


People have been complaining about me blog being dull. First, I squeeze my office hour to blog..that itself have become a disturbance. Phone call and all the other stuff really got hold of u emotionally. Now at this wee hour in the morning....with this "new" notebook of mine..pounding & getting use to 12.1 inches notebook keyboard is no easy task either. But this is the best time my emotion is heighten.. a blog that later I will want to flash back time from time again.


First, thanks to this new notebook which not exactly I wish for.. the price is kinda tempting..( however need to get a new battery pack @RM280 and DDR 512 RAM@RM180.00...a whopping RM1460.00) The mix feeling is there. But at least weighting at it, it will be put to good use I believe.. just still wrestling in my mind either to get a 512MB or 1GB RAM. Due to my indecision, the seller is even more paranoia than me. He perhaps know that I am contemplating. Eager to close the sales...somehow blow off its cover. Technically, you must learn the salesmanship of selling to fren.

* iNI dia... the notebook. Nothing glamour.. ATEC...amenda ni...?


* While I was searching a 3 head plug downstair, I came across something really unique. The "trial & error" products from Chinatown. yea, this piece of mini iron was bought from The Little Chinatown sometime ago.. It look interesting. I bought it, partially wanna impress ppl that i managed to get unusual stuff like this. I brought it to Singapore...staying with my ex-boss in Orchard Parade Hotel that time as I recall. As I was plugging it in...I let me heat up first.. Damn it was slow to heat up...damn it was real slow....damn..oh no... it wasn't slow..I think that is the best it can goes...don't think it can cope up with a half boiled egg either. What the heck! To avoid further malicious embarassment..I quickly keep it.
Not all Chinatown product are useless. I once bought a 50 pieces of AA battery for RM5.00...hmm...I was counting on it...counting how long can it last on my battery-powered gadget. Like a Discovery Channel in the Astro.. an enlightenment had befall upon me. It is meant perhaps to be burnt and offered to the anscestor as your token of rememberance to them.
It wasn't that bad either, like a couple fren of mine who came to understand their chances with Uncle Lim, they still persist on to their dream, I myself pushing my luck again..but sometime luck was indeed on my side. I lay my hand this time on the chinatown alkaline battery. Yea, ichiban, it still powered my remote control till this day at a fraction of a price. Will start hunting for a rechargeable for my flash... It is worth it? Still balancing the act now.
Another pretty interesting issue...I couldn't understand why ppl r so paranoia with their pictures and my kutuk komen on my blog. They have what called "Jason Yan Sindrom@paranoia inhibit no.1". They have no issue at laughing at ppl at their dismissal but it mustn't come to them. Damn f**king pananoia...So if you guys can't withstand the heat.. then just go to www.iamfuckingparanoid.com and recite your daily bread. I blog because first and foremost it is my personal opinion and my business. Make that clear in your head.
I had just make a list of the goal to attain for this quarter and till next year end. There are also certain other area to look into more detail as well. Hope it will turn out well for me.
What to do tomorrow night. It was kinda tempting to land myself at Genting for the fireworks shooting. I had never shoot fireworks till now. So what is my agenda tomorrow.
Yea, thumbelina is going to make jelly...ooo so nice when people r in love. Somemore ppl going out dating on Merdeka day. :p
" Cintaku yang layu, tak bermaya...
Hidup sayu, belum lagi kaya..."
Sememangnya, apa yang Teresa cerita berkenaan dengan kawan baiknya yang tidak berapa ingin nak kahwin. Kekadang juga seksanya jika kedua-dua pihak tidak berkongsi sekurang-kurangnya berapa kesamaan. Pelik jugak dengarnya khabar cerita tentang dia yang memiliki hobi yg biasanya hanya diminati segelintir kecil wanita sahaja. Pada mulanya juga saya rasa pelik kenapa kedua manusia ini boleh dikacuk sesama. Aku pun tidak endah nak tau... Ini semuanya terpulanglah pada takdir. Takdir yang rambang rambang tidak senang dipercayai kadangkala.
Saya juga ada rasa kesalnya yang hidup cinta saya ada begini jadinya. Ada kadang dewasa ini... salah saya juga bila kematangan tidak mengundang pada masa itu. Sejarah mengajar kita menjadi lebih dewasa. Patutnya orang seperti saya sudah tidur dan akan bangun bila bila masa untuk kerja..mencari nafkah. membina keluarga bahagia. Tapi..tapi... aku tidak...masih khusyuk beria-ia dengan hidup sebegini rupanya.
Bagaimanapun, itu akan berakhir tidak lama lagi..senjakala...hari yang baru akan muncul...seperti yang Stylo pernah tunjukkan aku satu artikel...* pernah publish di dalam blog jugak...Seorang lelaki harus sentiasa menaikkan taraf and ciri cirinya...Yakni ini adalah penting... aku insaf...ahaha.. masih belum terlewat...mungkin juga... Hanya masa yang akan menentukan.. Ya, aku perlu mengejar masa. Tidak perlu bersengketa dengannya.. Larian yang jitu dan arif dengan semangat juang and berkawan dengan masa... pasti ada hasilnya...
Masa untuk beta melelapkan mata.





2 comments:

  1. when u put other ppl's pic on blog without permission, that's no longer ur f**king OWN business, make that very clear in ur f**king head!! f**k la.... :P

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  2. Tiu Lei Lou Shu!!!

    NEC or ATEC???

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