Prerogatively saying

A few months ago I was trying to pick myself up from a failed relationship.. Perhaps I should not say fail.. There is so much to learn and I guess along the way after that I does adopt some funny thinking ideas which is going nowhere..

There were no calmness and peace in my soul. I was devastatingly lost to some degree.. hanging late at night dunno what and also shifting gear to sports and do it with mediocrity. But that mediocrity does translate to something else and better and rambling in devastation.. nah.. i am not that kind that rumble shit and dwell in it.

Only somehow last week the mind become clear and that peace is beginning to come again and that happiness.

Perhaps a switch to a new diet does help a lot.. physiologically changes does affect a lot on the inside.. more than u can imagine.

For the first time, I does not crave meat at much and began to find the joy and fun of eating more green!! and felt so much better and positive!! what and effect that was!!

Something snap when that one or two things that I want to achieve began as a dream which challenge me to go get it. Now I am really happy and passionate about it.

So the joy of putting the timeline and looking at alternative to do it in all sense come to power now.

The most important thing is always be happy and calm and that sense of peace in doing it.

So hopefully this one or two goals that I am determined to achieve will peel off some other elements to let me see other areas of my life that I want to go get now!!

its fun and I am happy now!!

and this song from The Boss himself came perfectly timely now.. you can't start a fire without a spark!!

DANCING IN THE DARK..

I get up in the evening
and I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning
I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired
Man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help

You can't start a fire
You can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
even if we're just dancing in the dark

Message keeps getting clearer
radio's on and I'm moving 'round the place
I check my look in the mirror
I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face
Man I ain't getting nowhere
I'm just living in a dump like this
There's something happening somewhere
baby I just know that there is

You can't start a fire
you can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
even if we're just dancing in the dark

You sit around getting older
there's a joke here somewhere and it's on me
I'll shake this world off my shoulders
come on baby this laugh's on me

Stay on the streets of this town
and they'll be carving you up alright
They say you gotta stay hungry
hey baby I'm just about starving tonight
I'm dying for some action
I'm sick of sitting 'round here trying to write this book
I need a love reaction
come on now baby gimme just one look

You can't start a fire sitting 'round crying over a broken heart
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
You can't start a fire worrying about your little world falling apart
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Hey baby