Death : We try best to ignore it.

hOW many of us have near death experience.. or seeing people breathing their last breath...?

Well, CSI has most post and pre death story and the process is really interesting...that is why Grissom is the the highest paid actor of all the tv series.

I had another near death experience today ; yes I had a few.. I can still recalled them . Or perhaps it could cost me paralyzing , stroke and blah blah.

I was again after my CSI routine. Got into my room and this wee hour of the morning. The bees came into my room. Yea, I do not know where they came from. Its been two months now and most of the time I just let them be. I thought most of them are male with no stinger and not aggressive. Its been going on sometime now that I have been smacking bees in my room. I could collect few jars if I want to.

However, this morning was different. I notice there are few of them which are quite huge... of different size. They actually comes in for the light. I should study more of them perhaps. As usual, I would on the fans to the max and let them got wack by the blade and that give me the advantage to smack them as they recover from a Triplehead fall..

Yet, this breed is different. Those bees are damn aggresive..

It got to my hand...and I took the first blow.. The first one its venom was not as deep as I manage to get it away in split seconds. The second one has me by the side of my hand and I couldn't see it.. Its too late... I took the blow again. This hurts I am telling you.

In less than few minutes..something happen to me. My blood was pumping at like 5000rpm and felt it going to fast with force I could even hear it in my head. OMG.. am I having a stroke or heart attack..my diet? or no...not at such a pace please. I felt the heat. I felt blood gushing up my head. Damn...am I going to face it now? Then I felt that numbness sensation which wanna pull ur muscles all over.. The headache and dizziness before that has cause me to turn around and I sleep on my bed. I took a few sips of water before that.

Suddenly, I could hear so clearly...when it is gonna stop.. Please stop... next, I could felt my loin and testicles was shrinking to scream out loud. Is this the end of me?

It was hellish and I think it lasted 15 - half an hours before things start to slow down. I was tired and I gone into sleep.

The morning as I woke up... I turn on the internet and google bee stung and cardiac arrest. and many mores..

I refuse to believe that yesterday was not dure to my misconduct of prolong non exercise and gluttony.. but it will come someday soon if these destructive patterns is done overthrown. I know it got to be the bee sting.

Now I only...when you got stung by bee twice in a same period..the body release something came histamine from your body.. The symptoms follow was 80 percents identical. Am I lucky to be alive? For the first few moments I refuse to give in... I am not sure as I am no longer in control no more...

Wow..bee venoms are fatal ...and the relatively small percentage of death by bee sting is also cause u to take a standstill. Am I lucky to be alive? This is too much for me to handle.

As I blog now, my hand is swollen and those juicy thingy flowing bit by bit outta my hand.

Animals sting are fatal ... reminds me of Steve Irwin..

I watched The Kingdom today.. hmmm...well . I would give 45% for the credit.. go find it out urself as it is time for me to zzzzzzzzzzz....